Ennte kuttikaalam...bhayappaadintethaayirunnu..ellaathineyum enthinodum enikku pediyaayirunnu..ente appane (Appan = father, Achchan, Daddy - puthiya thalamurayile yuvaakkalkku chilappol appan enthu saadhanamannennu manassilaayillengilo? ee puthiya thalamura ennu parayumbol..ennekkaalum 2 vayassu muthal oru 10 vayassu vare cheruppam...kaaranam....avar cheruppakkaraanennu swayam viswasikkan vendi (avarkku endho oru self confidence illaatha pole)...enne pole 35-kaareyokke vayassnmarenna vilikkuka)..ammaye. Chechimaare athra pediyillayirunnu..innottum pediyilla..pakshe appane enikkinnum pediyaanu...athe pole thanne ishttavumaanu...
Ente bhayam ingane koodi koodi vannu...kure chechimaarude (chechimaarude ennam pinne parayaam - mookkathu viral vacho allengil mookkinakathu viral vacho albudhapedaan...ready aayittirunno..) idayil njaan angane oraan thariyaayittu valarnnu..athu kondu thanne avar orikkalum oraankuttikku venda **dhu:swaathanthryam enikku thannilla...avarude ishtangalum aavashyangalum maathrame enikkumundaaku ennavar vicharichukaanum. Annokke chilappol njaan praayamariyichillallo (periods) ennu avaril chilarengilum aashcharyapettukaanum...angane njaan...thikachum andharmuganaayittu valarnnu.
**Swaathanthryam ennu paranjaal ente veettilathu valare vrithiketta entho onnanu..athinavar vichithramaaya kure kaaranangal valare naalathe researchinu shesham kandethiyittundu...enthaanennariyande?...loakam athra nallathalla...ayalkkaar nallathalla..suhrukkal nammale kondu poyi kollum...athokke enthinu ennu choathichal...uththaram ready...athinganeyaayirikum.. "kollaan valla kaaranavum veno...verutheyangu kollum"
Ente oarmakal thudangunnathu...athaayathu...oarmakalude aazhaparappil mungithappi varumbol...niram mangiyathengilum...theekshnamaaya chila sathyangal..chila oarmakal..enne alosarapeduthunnu...avide ninnaanu oarmakal thudangunnathu.(ente profilile about me vaayichillengil pls athu vaayikkanam..) Athe njaan nunayaanaanu kallhu vacha nuna parayunna nunayan (ningalokke sathyam maathram parayunnavaralle?)...this is my confession..pakshe ini parayuvaan aagrahikkunnathu allengil parayuvaan poakunnathu pachcha paramaarthangal maathramaanu...
73-ile vellapokkathilonnumalla njaan janichathu...thripoonithura shri poornathrayeesante kshethrathil ultsavam kodikayarunnathinu thottu munpu...adya vedi pottunnathinum munpu...njaan janichu...EKM Medical Trust Hospitalil..Sri. late Sadasivanteyum...Shrimathi Ponnamma Sadasivanteyum...makanaayittu..Annu thottu innu ee jeevichirikkunna nimisham vareyulla ente cheyythikalude..ennodu mattullavar cheyythittullathulpede ulla...enikkoarmayullathokkeyum...athepadi pakarthukayaanu ivide....oru ner rekha pole..
Paranju vanna kaaryathil ninnum vazhivittu poyathonnumalla...enikkinganeye kaaryangal parayuvaanariyu...Appol......ah!!..ente pazhaya oarmakalude thudakkam.....athe athaanu paranju vannathu...
Ente jeevante thudakkam...ente appante maha business saamraajyathinte pathanangaludeyum thudakkamaayirunnu....(ennaanu pilkkaalathu manassilaayathu - angane aarum paraathiyonnum paranjittilla ketto). Appan nalloru kalakaaranaayirunnu....oppam cheru praayathile thiruvandhorathe...nalla businesskaaranumaayi maari..Universal Suppliers enna valiya exporting companyude muthaalaali..wooden handicrafts exporting. Athu pazhaya kadha..entuppappakkaraana ondaarnnu...ennu paranjittu kaaryamillallo?... Varshangaliloode nediyathellaam oru naal appan kannadachu viswasicha SUHRUTHUKALUDEYUM...BHANDHU kaludeyum shrama falamaayi...oru cheru kaattathu thakarnnadinju...athum pazhaya kadha..
ha! ningalu kaaryam paray manushya..ennu chindikkan varatte...paranjuvarunnathu...ente suhruthukkale patty thanneyaanu..
Ente jeevithathile aadhyathe murivu...hrudhayathinte aazhangaliletta..orikkalum unangaatha murivu...ente appan panikazhippicha...manoharamaaya...oru chithrathilethu pole sundharamaaya...niraye janaalakalulla njangalude veedu....niraye swapangallulla veedu..sthiramaayi palliyil poakunna..kurabaana koodunna oru koottam aalukal chernnu agnikkirayaaki....njaan kunjaayirunnu...choodulla agniyil..thanuththa maranamundennu..aadhyamaayarinja nimisham...njaan karanjilla...karyaan..njaan..shramichu..pakshe..pedichupoyi..... Annetta murivinte...apamaanathinte..orikkalumodungaatha pakayumaayi....Asokaparvam..thudangukayaayi..
to be continued....
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